The notebook

This is my notebook full of lettering. As you can read, you've seen the names of my friends I met everywhere. Even those strangers I met in the hospitals. I thought I lost their names but to my surprise I got them!  poor brain... I need to jot down their names and information just to not forget them...

hmm, the latest friend I met, but no pictures from her, her name is Azida Tale, a 9year old Badjao Tribe. I am amazed coz she is very very pretty. Sayang talaga ang beauty niya.

Arterio-venous Malformation(Hemangioma)

Diagnosed with it since birth.

Firm mass - when pressed feels soft and gel-like, can feel pulse or heartbeat, can cause pain. Lips, head and neck are common areas affected. Can also occur in the brain, brain stem or spinal cord. Angiography used to detect AVM. Treatment by skilled physician only. It is a combination of chemotherapy, embolization and surgical excision usually recommended. Occur 5 times more often in females. Involution can last 3 – 10 years. Some can be life threatening.

– It interferes with eating, breathing, seeing, hearing, speaking, cause strain on heart.

I don't know what people may call it. A curse, a karma, or whatever. But for me I will consider it as an inspiration that only God knows what's the best for me. I don't know maybe the reason behind. It is still a pleasure and a blessing, isn't it? :)

Ang Pag-Ibig Nga (by: Camia Rose)

Ano ba itong aking nadarama
Na sa tuwing siya ay nakikita
Mata koy parang lumuluha sa saya.
Tumitibok ang aking dibdib
Nang pabilis ng pabilis
Pagkat di ko mawari
Kung siya ay may gusto rin.

Ngiti nya parating nasa isip
Kapag kasama ang iba, siya ang batid
Malungkot pag di sya nakikita
Ni isang araw ay parang lanta na.

Pag-ibig nga bang nadarama?

O ito'y tangi lamang paghanga?

Sa isang taong siyang naging dahilan

sa iyong ngiti, kasayahan, at kagalakan

Pareho kaya ang nadarama?

Gayong masama ang tingin kapag iba ang kasama

Di ko masabi sabi kung anong nasa damdamin

Pagkat kami ay kapwa may syota na

Bakit nga ba ganito ang puso?

Nagmamahal nga pero palagi sa maling tao.

Minsan ay masaya, minsan naman ay sasabog
Tila dahon na bumitaw sa puno at sa lupa nahulog.

Masaya nga ang umiibig

Ngunit di dapat lumalabis

Pagkat ang pag-ibig ay dapat intindihin

Sa kasiyahan at kalungkutan puso ay sundin

Pag masaya, BUMIBILIS

pero sa kabiguan, SUMASAKIT.

My father

I asked him to wash the plates coz I'LL be the one to clean the toilet.

I entered the toilet to take a bowel and in few minutes I went out to get the chlorine and detergent soap.

and

He asked me, "ARE YOU FINISHED?"

About my Name

My aunt who is the eldest sister of my father, has been childless for quite a long time since she got married. For this reason, my uncle and my aunt wished to have a child whether it would a boy or girl.

When I came to this world, they considered me as their child, they thought of giving me a name by getting the first letter of my Uncle's name Camillo and my aunt's name Ruth. Then they decided to complete the names by getting the names of sweet and attractive flowers with letters C and R.

Thus Camia came from a sweet smelled white flower which symbolizes purity and likewise also pink rose which symbolizes love.

 

 

 

Finally, they named me Camia Rose